Size does Matter....(cerita badan besar)

hmm.. sejak lahir... yg aku knal.. size L dan juga size XL hmmmmmm..........................................
sejak baby... mak pernah ckap... aku antara bayi terberat di klinik kelang itu~(adeh) heh sejak dari kecik.. kaki ku mmg bekerja keras mengangkat barangan lebihan muatan diatas badan ku... sejak belajar berjalan... mungkin aku berjalan lebih mengangkang bak kata mereka.. kerana balancing begitu...

sejak kecik.. org panggil aku "bob"... heh.. whats wrong with the ppl uh.. n apesal big size ppl knwn as Bob... sebab "B" berperut boncet n berbonggol 2?? adakah kerana "O" sebab org gini bulat?? atau waktu mengatakan bob mulut akan membulatkan pipi besar2?? hmmm sampai skarang itu laa pandangan aku tentang nama bob..

masok skola... smua org panggil.. "mok".. Pejal(feyzal) or anything merelatedkn diriku ini dgn size itu.. memule membengangkan juga.... sebab kadang2 org yg aku tak knal.... n.. budak2 kecik pon macam tu adeh... bebetul mencabar keimanan... dari skola rendah sampailah ke besar... mmg macamtu.
masa skola... org slalu nk melawan cakap dgn aku.. bila abis modal nak membeta... nanti last2.. "xpela... janji aku kurus"... heheheh its funny when we think that "kamu mungkin kurus tapi hodoh" heheh just ignored n meneruskan idop bwat tatau je aku slalunye...


i've tru alot in being a big size... even xda la besar melampau2.. but still.. haih.. im just fed up with ppl "aku dah gemok la..." "i dah gemuk.. what u think?" hmmmm 2 tell u the truth.. kamu tu tidak sebesar saya selalunya...!!!! nomatter how big u'll grow.... i will still love u will still be wit all of u... since... saya sayang orgnya bukan sizenya.... but thats when gurls always go wrong.... sum of them even say"i macam suka dia tapi u tgkla besar.. xpadan la.. i nk ade choc bar dkt perut" adeh...hehe tryin so hard... hmmm

its not the figure okie?? its heart... its not the choc that makes ppl mad... its the taste.. hmmph.. not easily adressed to anyone... since most of us are that way today...saya.. perut mmg xda nk cekelat2 bar... xda nk papan ke.. ape ke... smuanya BOB... see?(check the meaning diatas) n yet im still okie n enjoying life... but yah.. ade kala mmg la... feel down... kurang keyakinan diri yes... its true... but "ITS Not The End "

yes.. size does matter.. n i knw how its sux when sum ppl kutuk.. benci or x suka...just bcos sum of them are just fat... n its suck when sumone cakap about our size... i knw that some of the Big Size comunity been rejected just bcoz mereka besar..soo thats y la ppl gettin stress when they found out berat naik... when org cakap u gained wieght n when ppl talk about u"tak sesuai" just nk kasik tau... bukan kami yang nk berpeluh2 bila berjalan.. bukan kami nk macam mengah2.. bukan kami nk lari slow.. hehehe.. bukan kami... the person inside is dying 2 be terbaik~!

sum ppl cakap "saya dengar xmakan nasik sebulan boleh kurus" or the famous joke "URE SO FAT.. WHEN U SIT.. U GOT STUCK" or "hmmm ure much better before" or this is the best "whats happen 2 u... i makin kecik.. or u makin besar... confuse"adeh...

we can see around us.... orang kata yg cantik maknanya kurus... tinggi... bersih.. hehe yg gemok... busuk... huduh dan sebagainya.. but.. remember.... the beauty is subjective... its depending on people perception..in valuing a person..Value them from whats inside rather then the outside... the Quality of people is not something that can be touch.. its something that can only be feel... its not what on the surface but whats underneath... remember its depend on how u enjoy ur life... maybe being in a big size community.. kamu xboleh nk mengidamkan beberape benda... but relax.. tuhan itu adil... tak pernah dia mensia2kan umatnya... things happen for a reason...kamu smua kna ingat..kita hidup sekejap je nk sedih2 pikir pasal ape orang pikir pasal kita...

aku relax je... xpernah usaha2... xpernah nk bengang... xpernah nk sedih.. im glad that im born wit this size... since membantu jgk in away fer me 2 control my self from doin sumtin stupid..aku takpernah rasa menyesal...<<(sumtime statement ni xbleh pakai) u knw... air ada pasang surut..

its not size that matter..
its u as a person..
so its up to u to choose the bitter..
even most of our Size glitter..

(this what i think)